❤ i am PREGNANT!!!!

i am PREGNANT!!!!

i am PREGNANT!!!!

i am PREGNANT!!!

first of all ,the word 'pregnant' doesn't mean what you think it is.

i am going to have a checkup with ultrasonic,don't worry i am not pregnant! i am just having some sort of kidney problem.

anyway,once again,i am back for the sake of my health problem, i wonder why on earth i am always the one who get sick?kharma perhaps.

let's just put it aside..

haha!finally.. i have finished my test 3,which means it's the start of endless fun (=

i just can't wait till the day i go back to my college, i miss my hostelmates  a lot .

by the way, i am honor to announce that...
my beloved boy boy is getting wedded on 

14/11/2009 (sat)

hah! it's his big day..so let's just wish him a
HAPPY WEDDING DAY!!!!

=)

a gift from pn lau

i recalled what puan lau taught us- metta medication 

it was a gift for me

i feel regret as i didn't thank her for introducing this to me

it is very useful ...

...

when i feel helpless,

when i am affected by physical illness,

when someone's behavious disgusted me,

when i think of my beloved family, 

when i have any dispute with my friends,

when i see someone suffers,

when there is a disaster,

when our world is polluted,

when i was in fear,

   i do metta,

   it may not be the solution for the problem,

   but it may,somehow, give me confidence to solve the problem

   as all i need to do was just simply close my eyes and pray:

 may ____  be well and happy

 may ____  be free from anger

 may ____ be free from harm and danger

 may ____ be free from mental and physical sufferings

Genting Trip ❤

 it's genting trip again, 

but i have a more adventurous one this time

i know it's a day to remember for all of us, as we have, together, shared joys and fright (=

true friends are those who will double your joys, and divides your sorrow.

good friends share good times, but true friends divide pains.

i feel blessed because i met a bunch of true friends.

 there are many peoples walked in and out through our life, but true friends will left us footstep.

  

joys and sorrows we shared, were all printed in my heart, and will never ever diminished.

just a few more hours, once again i am leaving my home.

my home is not just only there for my physical ease,whereas it symbolises every sense of bliss and security.there was once i sat pondering this question.

[why on earth peoples tend to escape from home?]

i just don't understand

home is such a good place to be.it is the heaven on earth! 

every family members are cognate,they are harmless ok? 

they won't hurt you!

tears began to roll down my cheek every time i think of home. 

my own original home.

i don't really know what happen between both of my parents.

they just do not seem right.

i could see from my mom's expression.her used-to-be charming and happy look disspeared whenever she met daddy.

this scene tore my hear seriously!

anyway, no matter what happen between them, i know i shouldn't butt in on them 

i should leave it to the adult. after all, it does no matter on me !

as i can do nothing to help, so i would just rather pretend that i don't care and continue on my freaking wonderful life

(=

 

first of all, a very belated 

Happy Birthday

to Mr.daniel cheah,yay! the little one.

(=

by the way..

 well, moon cake festival is not just about eating moon cake and playing lantern

it is actually about the gatherings of families & friends.

this unique festival would be meaningless without the both Fs..

and.tada*

here i have an memorable lantern day with those beloved ones

(=