Everything is awesome

Complications.

I am thankful that I still remain sane right now. I am amazed of my capability to cope with such a huge fluctuation of emotions within just a few hour. Losing a used-to-be-good- friend is indeed a very painful process, and I don't know when can I really let go of it. In fact, I don't know when can you let me get my way out of it. 

I really don't want to know. Just leave me out of it, can't you?

I have so many more awesome stuffs to be done in life, and so many more awesome people out there to be met. 

and YES. I won't give up the whole forest because of a single tree, albeit the tree might still be the pain in the ass. 

I still believe that everyone deserve a chance to be friends. Everyone deserve a chance to be cared and heard, because everything is awesome, and everyone is awesome, in their own way. 

You used to be awesome, but I really can't compel myself to think of any excuses for you right now,not anymore.  But there are surely someone else who think that you are awesome. I sincerely wish you all the best. 

Just..

leave me out of your life. I surrender. My heart is too weak to cope with all those fluctuations. I really can't take it anymore. 

It's time to grow up. It's time to let go. It's time to learn to be a selective listener. 

Btw, my heart sank and my heart beat literally went 0 when I heard that news. I'm so sorry to hear that. 

Appreciate people around you, appreciate those who worth your appreciation,seriously.  

真的

很想有人可以明白自己

可是又真的很讨厌被看穿的感觉

可能这就是所谓的

女生.