On the way

It's been a while. Yay, I have to admit that it's indeed a great talk.

I ain't a good speaker. You might be surprise, but the truth is, I don't like to argue. I don't like to debate. I don;t even like to speak sometimes. yay, this is so not me, but the fact is, this is just so not the character i choose to show. The character that helps to blend in. That character that makes the atmosphere less awkward. That character that used to fool around to create joy. It's just "a"character. 

I think everyone deserve to have their own stand, their very own perspective. There's no such thing as a right or wrong answer in this world. People create answers. That is why i never judge on anyone's opinion, no matter how absurd or illogical your view is, because I believe that everyone is different.

I love to hear reasons. I am actually more interested in knowing the motive behind people's opinion. Their stories, their experiences, the upbringings that draw people to reach their very own opinion.To understand this, for me, are one of the most valuable task in life.   

I actually enjoy listening more than delivering my own opinion. I would rather accept yours and remain silent to avoid arguments. 

I seriously don't like to argue. I hate it so much when people turn a should-be-peaceful discussion into a war zone to prove themselves right, and that is why I said I do not possess the character that a lawyer should have.
Should I develop such character that I hate just for the sake of becoming a lawyer? 

I am still.. in the mist of nowhere. 

I am still on my way. On my way searching.