A day worth remembering

It's a happy day finally. FINALLY, I have settled every thing and solved every problems that have been puzzled me all these while. No more calls haunting me to settle stuffs in VS. No more letters for me collect, No more gastric, No more creditors, No more contract, No more jobless period, No more trusts issues between me and the duck, No more hard feelings, No more friendship issues. No more unsettled business! I have done more than everything that I am supposed to do. Literally, everything!  So, I guess I absolutely deserve a good rest right now. (at least for these few days) 

It has been a while that me and him talked that much through phone. I am grateful for what have happened, albeit it is not a very much pleasant one. It made us confronted what we have been tolerating each other for all these while. I actually knew it. I know that he is definitely gonna explode someday for having such a lousy girlfriend like me. I 'm thankful that he did, and words are way too inadequate to describe how grateful I am to be showered by his love all these while, no matter how horrible I have been to him. 
I am thankful that all these little episodes that happened, because they made me realized that how much I have loved him, and yea, I have finally uttered to him the three words. Finally, I am willing to voice out the three words. If you are close to me, you will know that I don't usually tell people that i love them, not even to him, as I don't like saying things that I don't mean it.  It's pleasing that I finally did, the feeling is just simply indescribable. It may seems nothing serious for some of you, but for people who don't really believe in love like me, it meant everything.  

and it's TRUE! Time heals! Indeed, I was hurt by the harsh words they said, but I eventually found out that what they said it's not entirely wrong. True friends stabbed you in your front, and it's true! I am suck at handling these type of situation.I could have been better. Maybe I am really just simply shallow and childish, but the good thing is, I admit it! I have admitted it wholeheartedly for now. Thanks for the one who told me that, really, I am thankful. I was hurt and flabbergasted when I saw it, but now, I feel really grateful for it. It's good for me to know it now, I know it's never an easy task for me to become a profound and mature lady, but I will try, I will try my utmost best to achieve it, not for anyone, but for myself. As I have already promised, I must always be better than yesterday. Not only better, but stronger, and also wiser. Anyhow, I am just overwhelmingly gleeful that I have told him the three words, and beside that, I told my favorite gang as well. Believe me, when I said it, i do really mean it. 

After all, today is definitely a day worth remembering. 
:)