Time

Sometimes, it's better off to be ignorant.  I am hurt. I'm hurt of their words. I can't believe that after all these years, what i got is words like 'I don't care if they split..., they are shallow.....' 
I really hope they didn't mean their words, and those words were split while their mind were dominated by emotions. But still, it really takes time for me to heal. I know perhaps I am too over thinking, but what my bff said meant a lot to me. I tried to compel myself to forget what they have said, but I realized I can't. As a gentle response diverts anger, but a harsh statement incites fury. I just can't stand all those harsh words said by my best friends.

but at least, after all,there is one thing that I can be very sure of it, that's I love them. Despite of all the disagreements we had, and I may not agree with them in some aspects, but deep down inside my heart, I always know that I still love them, all of them. 

Albeit for now, I am still hurt, I believe time will heal everything, and soon or later, we will be back together like last time. I sincerely hope so.